For someone that means something for me

I know that i could be a bitch sometimes, i'll admit to that..
And i know that u have put up with me for many times..
And i always over-analyst everything & mad for something that exist only in my mind..
I know that now, i know its too late, but its never too late for our friendship..

You have been so patient & calm..
When i'm annoying/emotional, you said you used to it..
Even when you're mad, you never show it..
We never argue to the point where we hated each other but then still talk for the next day..
Sooner or later, we'll resent each other for holding things back..

So now i want to have a fresh start..
Stop being too emotional and over-analyst..
Start putting with your crap..
And my only request is for you to always be open & honest..
If you hate the way I behave, just tell me..
I want to change into a better person..

From, 
A narcissist.